Orange sheets

I'm evolving. It's not a new beggining, i'm just shape shifting. I'm jumping right in. I might hate it, it might be the worst thing ever. It could be like water & a flame. Or it could be the best thing ever. Where's the line between passion & delirium ? I'll write until you come to me. Until you are lying beside me on my daybed with orange sheets behind moutains & light coming in through the windows. I will stand on the roof & watch the birds fly past me & wave hi. I will smile at mongooses passing by. I will watch the sun move in a straight line across the sky to the end of the earth. I will learn. I will live. I can live.
Mama always told me to do things right so i will do this right. I will make this my own. I will watch & make & be & feel what slides to me. I can so i will. I am better than myself. I am better than i think. I'm evolving like a caterpillar. I'm shapeshifting. Watch me.