Do you think i'm unhappy ? Do you think i'm down ? Well you'd be wrong my love. You got this one incorrect. I'm happy & i want you to know. I want you to know that all the unhappiness & distrust in my life's gone away 'coz i found a way to make myself better. I am better. Better than you. I'm smarter now & i want more things. I can do without the bullshit & the lies.
I heard you calling the other day, you said my name just like i'd say it. You looked at me just like i would in the mirror. You said what i had wanted to. You do what i did & say what i said. But we are different now. I found myself in the little cracks in the pavement i walk on. I found myself in the walls that enlcose my soul. I found me in the sky.
I want to tell you that i'm sorry you'll go through everything hating everyone & everything along the way. The days will be long & you'll lose your confidence sometimes but i have to tell you to keep your head high & not to judge people 'coz they'll be the ones who will help you in the future. You will like & love & you won't get it back 'coz people are just like that. You will give everything to everyone & get nothing in return but be yourself always 'coz that's the most inportant thing in the end.
Things won't last. Things will break. You will break. Everyone will come at you, the whole world will turn on you. But be strong baby girl 'coz you are the one i depend on to be strong for me. I want every piece of your personality in the end. & i can say that when it comes right down to it, even if you don't listen to me at all i will still seek you. Find you & be you. Thanks baby girl for all the crying & touching & listening & loving.
Thanks for the memories.
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